Different people have different perspectives in life~
As for me, I would like to cherish every single moment spent with everyone...
It's not like I'm dying or whatsoever (but who knows, just in case xP)
Therefore, I would like to bond with everyone as much as possible as that was my "aim/goal" for college besides studying hard...
However, the results seem to be disappointing...
I don't blame others as I'm partially at fault due to my 'introvert' personality that's getting me no where...
The main reason as to why I've made my life's most important decision a few days back is to change my personality, to learn how to live independently and not be like a crybaby who's also so dependent on others...
I've to learn how to adapt to the outside world.. Despite the inevitable harshness of the 'outside world', I'll still have to face it by myself :)
Going or not, who cares!
I'm in this for myself, as it's about time to consider about only me, rather than taking into considerations of what you think...
You might not know or feel it, even I was oblivious of what happen until someone gave me a wake up call as to how I've been treating all those around me because I focus too much on you all...
I didn't know that I was such an ass(?) to have treated someone like that, that person's intention is most of the time good, however, due to the current influence, I made such a horrifying decision to hurt that person.
And yet, that person still treats me with kindness of a sister, that even my blood-related sister fails to.
I'm about to change for good.♥
