Intern Life Diary #1

It's been two weeks since I first reported to work...

I do not think that I'm being stressed out because of work, not until last night when I suddenly popped up a few times just to say that I didn't draft the reports properly. That's when I know that I'm in deep trouble >.<

But on the other hand, I got oranges from my seniors~

And on Thursday, it was 立春, therefore, this happened...

2 more to go~

Finally, it is almost done...

With 2 more papers to go~

But with the final paper syndrome is around T.T

Thankful!

As an introvert, it was never easy for me to approach people and it was also never easy for people to approach me as I have the tendency to be very very shy to strangers..

However, I am utmost grateful to my classmates of 2 years who were willing to try to make me open up and we are seriously a crazy bunch. Even though we are not always together, I'm so grateful for them to be there with me throughout the two years of my Degree studies❤️

These two years wasn't as easy as it seemed to be, but we made it! 

Thank you so much to all 13 of you❤️

Also, I am very thankful and grateful to have the faith to meet with some fantastic and friendly lecturers and tutors❤️

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Thank you for the presents❤️

As for the content of the card, I hope that "Mr. Right" will come quick :D

Deep shyt! Suffocation...

I'm not admitting an early defeat, but everything is just too overwhelming.

Too much to handle in a short period of time.

There's only 5 subjects and yet, you can't just spread them out with longer interval in between? Are you f*cking kidding me?

Like seriously, it's the final semester before internship and your planning a for this semester is nothing but rubbish. How are we going to handle it? Are you intending to drive us to the wall? 

5/6/7 subjects are already too much to be covered within 14 weeks, and with the back-to-back (literally) examination schedules. That's pure torture. 

The reason you people provide about having to start studying since Week 1 is purely bulls.

How in the world are you gonna start studying without knowing the syllabus? It's not like primary or secondary school where the textbooks are readily available at all bookstores with the same scope.

Seriously, if it's because of a particular person who is a nuisance that makes me unable to graduate. I promise to take actions (not in a criminal way) for what you did to us.

P/s: I've been giving feedback on your performance to the Programme Leader since the first day you entered as a replacement tutor and yet 7 weeks (coming to the 8th week) just flew by with no actions taken. 🖕🏻

Done!

Just completed my final presentation of my final studying semester. 

This semester's schedule is the worst >.<

Despite there only being a few weeks left before finals, there's still many assignments due :(

Eye bags getting thicken, and gray hair growing longer •_•

There's a mix of anxiousness and excitement looking forward towards internship.

Hopefully I'll be paired up with a good senior that allows me to learn more things :D  

Final studying semester🤓

Yay! 

It's finally the final studying semester~

After this semester, there's only a semester left for internship before graduating from my Degree program~

I certainly did not expect that I would be studying up till Degree level but walla here I am :)

This semester is indeed a hectic semester and I can really feel the "final year" pressure :(

Hopefully I'll be able to graduate smoothly, and perhaps continue to pursue the remaining 4 professional papers to be a qualified profession :D

Addictions :)

I guess I'm the only person who's addicted to something "mind blowing" xD

Instead of being addicted to something unhealthy, I'm addicted to this #SMSuperstar game (I know being a phone addict is equally bad, but I don't play while driving :P)

It's a good game to enhance the coordination between the mind and the fingers :)

Love it ❤️

Swag Saturday~

Yayyyyy~

It's that time of the week where you can party the whole day :)

Loving my glasses and the sunlight❤️

(I know the reflection effect is kind of crossing the privacy thingy, but I still love it :D)

What's happening to my country? Stay safe everyone...

World peace :D

Hoping for the best👍🏻

There's nothing more important than health...

Hopefully everything goes well and nothing bad happens~

I'm prepared to work my a*s off, even if it means working on weekends, just to help "support" my family (or at least me, in the beginning) *prays*

I'm evolving into a much more matured and (hopefully) more independent person...

Gotta be stronger to be a role model to the others~

I won't break down easily even though I'm a sensitive person  >.<

Stay strong, and get my head in the game..

Ain't no body got time to waste🐨

It's over!!!

In a way, I'm glad that it's over...

But, in another way, I'm worried of the results >.<

Super disappointed with myself...

Only two semesters left and yet I'm just fooling around instead of getting myself properly prepared for the finals...

Too late to save this semester's results :(

Hopefully I'll be able to just pass all 5 papers... Better grades will be a bonus, but for now, a pass will do 🙏🏼 *prays*

And it goes on~

Tomorrow marks a new start for "triple bombs" :(

Three days in a row with three different subjects and papers back-to-back~

2 killing main papers with one innocent elective paper in between ㅠ.ㅠ

Can't wait for Sunday~

"Everything will be fine on Sunday"

#Chrome #Filter #Iwanttocutmyhair #WhyamIhashtagging?

2 papers down :D

In the midst of finals~

This is me, being random xP

but what's said below, are my real thoughts for the post :)

What if…

… I think I like you, but…

…you don't know who I am… :(

What should I do?

I'm too shy to approach and, I'm graduating soon, so are you...

<Hopefully I'm able to graduate on time *prays*>

Anyways, I'll just forget about it. Cause I believe in faith. If it's meant to be, it'll be❤️

[!!!] BEFORE

Hahahahaha~ 

Finals beginning tomorrow~

Can't believe I'm almost graduating >.<

Well, this is my "game" face before tomorrow's battle...

P/s: Sorry for being ugly, but this is just me being me~ :)

Unity❤️

Tonight's #BIGBANG concert is no joke!!!

Even though I'm not a 100% VIP, I salute all those that attended the concert because of the unity during concert. It's no joke, it actually made me have goosebumps (literally)

I'm an introvert and it is difficult for me to just let it go and party, yet tonight, I felt like I've let loose :D

Thank you #BigBang for the wonderful night #MADEinMY #MADEtour ❤️

P/s: BIGBANG's concerts are strongly recommendable "MUST-ATTEND"... You'll regret big time for not going... :) ;)

LET's LOVE❤️

Happy happy self~❤️

Today, I'm officially 7,676 days old >.<|||

Hahahahaha~ 

That's actually beyond the point...

My point is, last week was a roller coaster week with many assignments to rush...

Falling sick on my 21st birthday was wayyyyyyy beyond my expectations but I'm glad that I did fall sick because I got to sleep the whole day (literally), to recuperate :P

In less than 2 weeks, I'll be off to Sarawak for a short "self-provided" break before finals :D

Hopefully I'll be back "healthier" ~.~?

Nah~ what I meant was not as lethargic as I am since the beginning of this semester because this trip is supposed to be a 힐링 trip xD

Till the next post, adios~

P/s: this is the same pic as the previous post •.•\\\

All I want is just a peaceful community❤️

Almost hitting the mark!!!

Only a few more days before the beginning of a new chapter of my life~ :)

However, things do not go as what I've expected it to be :'(

All I want is to celebrate my birthday peacefully... I wonder who does it take to stop everything and restore the peaceful surroundings?

Happy "soon-to-be" Birthday to myself *throws confetti*

All I wish for for this birthday, is to have the tranquility of the country restored back as it was before❤️

[Disclaimer: The photo attached has nothing to do with the content of the post.]

Back to college tomorrow~

Awww~

1 month passed in a blink of an eye~

Back to college for me tomorrow!!!

Gonna be positively facing the incoming challenges despite my recent "mental breakdowns" =]

Bring it on!

5 tough subjects!

Nothing is impossible!

B612 filters never failed to make me fairer xP

How do I stop?

I'm having myself even more every minute because I just can't stop caring...

I'm caring too much, to the extend where people actually feel offended and suffocated. 

I just don't know how to stop >.<

It is not that I do not want too, because your responses hurt me as much as I "annoy" you...

It's just so hurtful that people actually dislike you for caring. 

Unlike what I usually see in dramas, where people care too little, causing the other party to feel hurt/unloved...

The unsettling feeling is just too overwhelming...

And I can't help but feel suffocated by it.

What can I do?

P/s: I may be smiling on the outside, but what's in the inside, no one knows...

April❤️

Another 3 more months :)

I'm in love with this month despite having exams in the first 2 weeks of the month.

That's because I'll be celebrating (more like celebrated :P) my sister and grandpa's birthdays❤️

Besides, I'm having my semester break~

One more year to go till I step into the working world *peace*

Hopefully I'll be "absorbed" into a good company for intern as well as upon graduation....✌🏻️

It has always been my dream to be working for the company that I undergo my internship... 

Hopefully my dream will come true❤️

P/s: It has been a great pleasure spending my semester break at home to recuperate before starting a new semester😄

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3 more days~

Time passes so quickly -.-''

Finals is just around the corner and yet, all I feel like doing is just to indulge myself with storybooks 😊

Glad that there's only 3 papers but one of my papers is being examined by 5 (or 6) examiners ㅅ.ㅅ

어떡해?

Anyways, I'll be back alive~❤️