As time passes by…

‥ I am actually steps closer to my dream of studying abroad... Hopefully there is not any sudden changes in plan *fingers crossed*

Studying abroad means a lot to me as it is one of the ways for me to be a much independent person...
Besides that, I will also have to learn to 'suck it up', both, positively and negatively as my avid listeners, my grandparents, will be hundreds or thousands of kilometers away from me T.T

No doubts that I will miss my family much, but, with the thoughts of making them proud, by hope, it will be my motivator to strive for greater success~

I am still unsure whether or not as to, if I am returning back to Malaysia, but time will tell~

[With every day passing by, I am no where but nearing to my dream] ♥

By the way, just if you are interested, I am going to be an official driver and no longer a driver on probation~ xP

And, meet my buddy/companion/compatriot, 허니허니~♥ (in the picture, my candy colour doll) :D

Living life…

… just the way I want it to be~

Hehehehehe~
I've always preferred to be a cutie instead of an arrogant person, who is difficult to approach :(

I wonder what must be done to change people's perspective/impression of me T.T
It's pretty depressing...

Anyways, I've enjoying my life now as I'm having my semester break♥♥♥

Anddddddd, have you saw JYP's new boy group, GOT7♥
They are freaking awesomeeee♥♥♥

Also, the intro of Girl's Day's new song, Something, is soooooooo addictive ♥♥♥

Don't you look into my eyes and lie again, I'm sick of being alone~

Enjoying Malaysia while I'm still here ¦P

Not forgetting that the Chinese Lunar New Year is around the corner, have to get my festive mood on to welcome the HORSE~ ★★★

Angpaus~ a child's favourite :D

New Year, New Start~

Hikes~

Any changes noticed?
Anyways, it's 2014!!!
You know what that means?
20.20.20.20.20.20.20.20.20.20

I'm turning 20 this year~
Time flies~ >w<

What better than to usher the New Year with #IceWine~ :D

Resolutions:
- Wiser
- Meaner (?)
- Friendlier (Introvert >>> Extrovert)
- Matured
- Work harder

And to begin,
Copper-Red hair, although it's not so visible >.<

Change, change, change!!!
:D

Working hard to leave behind wonderful memories~ :)

Different people have different perspectives in life~
As for me, I would like to cherish every single moment spent with everyone...
It's not like I'm dying or whatsoever (but who knows, just in case xP)
Therefore, I would like to bond with everyone as much as possible as that was my "aim/goal" for college besides studying hard...

However, the results seem to be disappointing...
I don't blame others as I'm partially at fault due to my 'introvert' personality that's getting me no where...
The main reason as to why I've made my life's most important decision a few days back is to change my personality, to learn how to live independently and not be like a crybaby who's also so dependent on others...

I've to learn how to adapt to the outside world.. Despite the inevitable harshness of the 'outside world', I'll still have to face it by myself :)

Going or not, who cares!
I'm in this for myself, as it's about time to consider about only me, rather than taking into considerations of what you think...

You might not know or feel it, even I was oblivious of what happen until someone gave me a wake up call as to how I've been treating all those around me because I focus too much on you all...
I didn't know that I was such an ass(?) to have treated someone like that, that person's intention is most of the time good, however, due to the current influence, I made such a horrifying decision to hurt that person.
And yet, that person still treats me with kindness of a sister, that even my blood-related sister fails to.

I'm about to change for good.♥

Decisions~

It has always been a problem for me to decide...
Why? Cause I'm a frequent-minded person who is easily influenced >.<

Even though I know that it's best for such decisions to be made, I still have the tendency to overthink while considering the consequences...

It isn't easy for me to be able to open up and social with my collegemates, high schoolmates as well as primary schoolmates...
The experiences with them are priceless and irreplaceable despite all the unhappy moments along the way.

Wonder how long it will take for me to make my very first friend and to get my very first job:)
Just the thought of it makes me fully anticipate the future.

However, the pathway to that dream is still unclear as there are many obstacles obstructing >.<

Lol~ Only time will tell, huh?
I should really learn how to deal with stress earlier! 화이팅!

To decide on the right path, there are many sacrifices one must make.

P/s: Despite the fact that no one cares what's written all along, this is a post regarding my plan for the future... In maybe about 5 till 7 months time, I'll see if it really works :D:

Also, please don't forget me, with Internet, we're all connected♥

How? What?!

Firstly, I don't read minds.
Secondly, you're just frustrating.
Thirdly, get a life.
Fourthly, just move on and scram away from my sight.
Fifthly, shut up before I make you.

You're such a bipolar.
It's not like I owe you anything!
To start off, WE had a plan TOGETHER.
It wasn't even an individual thing.

However, you've just gotta go along with "the flow".
What for? Who do you wanna impress?
Someone caught your eyes?

Just because we "rank" lower, doesn't mean we're peasants(?) and you're the "Almighty King/Queen"

To begin with, there isn't a competition.
You say I've got attitude problem?
Record and view you're own doings first!
The sight of me 'irritates/disgusts/annoys' you?
My apologies but that's just me :)

Why do you have such hunger for power?
Do you think that it'll change people's point of view?
Personally, I think you're too obsessed with it that you've forgetten the value of friendship.
Or maybe, that so called "friendship" didn't even existed from the beginning.

If this road is continuing to the existing direction, I have no choice but to leave now.

P/s: You have no idea how it feels like! Or maybe you do, but you choose to ignore it.
I would have done the 2nd choice too, if I'm able... (Blame the weak heart! >.<)

Changed?

Is it working?
Letting go some stress and working out on my social skill~

I'm still learning on how to communicate with others. Consider me an amateur.
Kthxbye~

Nah~
There's still a long long long path ahead for me to improve further.
I'm no genius, neither am I hardworking.
It's just pure luck and the luck is slowly getting on my nerves...

If only my life wasn't so complicated and so filled up with 'nonsense', maybe, just maybe, I'll be much happier...

Wish the best of luck to yous~♥

Be happy always :)

If you can't be happy, it doesn't mean you'll have to offend everyone in the single world.
Everyone has their own way to work things out ;)