Confused?

Not the time for it~

As the course syllabus gets tougher, more complications occur😖

It's inevitable, but if we were to face it positively, nothing is impossible😅

At times like this, I would like to not diversify my focus as I believe my future is the most important thing for me and not other factors. 

To get there, I need a strong foundation of what I'm studying so, if you're not going to help me out, could you please stay away? 

This is the first time in my life where I've gotten a planner and actually make use of it fully... 😓

I consider this, a proud achievement for me as I've never been a person who is that organised enough to be prepared for the future...

It seems like being 20 made me realised plenty of things...

And for the fact that I'm not an outspoken person, it is actually a huge obstacle for me to climb greater heights😭 

But, I've decided to work on it, so afraid not, most probably when I'm 21, I'll be a much different person then I am in my 10s. -A promise to myself

Work hard, enjoy later~💜

Other things will come in, in the later part of life~😄

P/s: For the time being, I believe the best solution is to sort myself out first before committing in relationships, loans, investments and etc. ✌️

P/s/s: I can't believe my schedules are almost fully planned for next year~😭

Changed?

Is it working?
Letting go some stress and working out on my social skill~

I'm still learning on how to communicate with others. Consider me an amateur.
Kthxbye~

Nah~
There's still a long long long path ahead for me to improve further.
I'm no genius, neither am I hardworking.
It's just pure luck and the luck is slowly getting on my nerves...

If only my life wasn't so complicated and so filled up with 'nonsense', maybe, just maybe, I'll be much happier...

Wish the best of luck to yous~♥

Be happy always :)

If you can't be happy, it doesn't mean you'll have to offend everyone in the single world.
Everyone has their own way to work things out ;)

Childhood~

Mostly of the time we say that our childhood is like a piece of memory that we don't remember as though we're drunk. But the truth is, we have to admit that our childhood holds the best memories~

When we're young, we were much carefree rather than having so much of worries :(

It doesn't matter who we are, where we are, or what we are… Because now, all of us have worries and problems whether it affects us directly or indirectly.

I miss the carefree times where there weren't much worries of what to do or what are the consequences of out actions. As we grow older, we have to make decisions that will somehow affect our lives in a way or another.

For example, if we want to pursue our dreams to be a doctor, we've got to work hard towards our dream and not laze around~ Every single action will affect the future results :( One wrong move and we're a goner~ >.<

Lesson learnt : 'PXXXXXX' is nice but also not. As learnt in Organizational Behavior (subject), too much of 'pxxxxxxx' is not good because of the defensive behaviour to go against it :(

Sad! Angry! Disappointed!