I don't have a shell as hard as a crab!

What's on the outside differs from what's in the inside...

As though I wouldn't like to live happily with no complains whatsoever...
I just need someone to hear me out, is it that difficult?
If you don't have the interest to listen, no one's stopping you from leaving.
Is just that, before you leave, please just don't utter additional hurtful things...

You may not have know of how I am, so, unless if you really care; otherwise, don't act like you even give a damn about it.

I may seem strong on the outside, but the truth is, even I, myself fail to see the fragile me until I break down...

Don't judge me before you know me...
Behind all the smiles you've seen, there is also a depressed frown hidden beneath...

As much as you all deserve to be happy and loved, I deserve it as much as well.

Don't think that because I seem okay, you can just do whatever you want about it. 

I'm just a normal human being with feelings just like you.


P/s : So what if you're my younger sibling? Does that identity permit you to shout at me or even hit me whenever you like? Saying that I'm noisy, do you know how grateful I am to be able to come back from the scary outside world everyday without harm? Sometimes, I even wonder whether you'll be worried for me if anything unfortunate happens.

What is happening?

You said before that what happens in the society/committee, stays in the society/committee. However, as things as going about now, what is said isn't being before.

It's so disappointing~
A society is suppose to work in a team~
Joining a committee/club is to learn and inculcate teamwork and not to be influence with politics that cause us to be separated.

Why can we change so fast? From best friends (or at least that is what I think), to total strangers?
I don't even know whether I should wave to you or great you >.<

Or maybe, it's just me who isn't able to adapt to rapid changes~
Even though there are some arguements, thete will sure be ways to solve the problem! Nothing can't be solved, as long as there's a will to execute it, nothing is impossible~

Hopefully things will change soon~

P/s: Have you forgotten about our plans to study abroad together? To UCB? To be roommates and course/classmates?

P/s/s: Or did you just utter it for the sake of saying something at that time? I expected more from you, as a leader, don't make my expectations drop lower that what it is now~

Sorry if anyone's offended, but this is my thoughts about this issue~ If we, as the Top, can't even solve our internal problems, who else to expect to attend to the other club/society/committee issues? :(