Thank you❤️

I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who has voted or ❤️ my message to Kai on MCM webpage.

Despite me posting in my message 1 week before the closing dateline, I got around 310❤️s... Thank you😄

I know the chances for Kai to read my message is super-duper slim, but thank you all for your help and even if he didn't manage to read it, I still feel elated to be able to convey my cheers to him indirectly😊

There no doubt ups and downs in life, however, if we face all of it positively, nothing is impossible! Never give up in pursuing yours and I'll pursue mine✌️

In cas you are curious of my message, here's the link:

http://exo.mcmworldwide.com/_MB/EN/message_view.asp?EE_SEQ=55677

Life is getting tough by the days~

2nd semester is indeed tougher than the first~

Should I proceed on with my wish to do a double and risk my scholarship, or just I just stay with the single degree and finish it nicely?

The time of the year for decisions yet again 😑

Both offers sound attractive, but what if they aren't as good as they seemed to be? 

Worth the risk?

😱

And I wonder...

Things are getting so stuffy and suffocating~

For the fact that I'm still 100% dependent on my parents doesn't make things any better😞

I never knew that it'll make me feel so awful and annoyed to an extend where you'll just feel like breaking, but now that I've experienced it, I wonder, why am I not courages enough to breakthrough?

My thoughts might not be matured, but I'm just planning to invest on a new gadget to maybe smoothen my studies progress? But it is deemed immatured and a waste of money...

Having tight financial is really suffocating.. Sometimes I really envy those who enjoy the privilege to go on family trips often. I miss having enjoyable family outings without worrying of overspending.

Is this what they meant by "the poor being poorer and the rich being richer?"

However, to put it another way, when I start working, will I be deemed to be financially independent? 

If only there's a perfect way to ensure a proportionate balance between studying and working, I believe the worries will further lessen, right?

Stressed😭