Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Last page... :'(

Today, as the clock strikes 12pm, it marks the end of the final paper of my Diploma course in TARUC...
Throughout the whole 3 hours of the paper, I felt nothing but anxiety to complete the paper, to rush out and shout out that I have finally completed two long and dreadful years of Diploma~ 
(hopefully I don't fail any of the 3 subjects >.<)

However, when I saw my classmates exiting the examination venue earlier than the actually duration given, I suddenly feel a mixture of emotions between happiness and also sadness as we are mostly just walking out of each other's life, and if we are lucky, we might meet in the future, but it really be the same as before?

Unlike other groups and classes, my classmates or compatriots will just leave and proceed home despite it being the last meeting... In previous occasions, there was never, not even once, that we manage to have an meal or party as a whole, all 29 of us... It is really saddening...

But, but, but, this is definitely not a time to rant about it as we decide how we should live our life. As for me, I would not promise you that I will still say simple greetings like, 'Hi!', even if we meet in future. However, please understand that I am not being a snob, instead it is just my way of being shy(?) or in other words, I am not that expressive as I seem... (A tendency to over-think of what people might say if I suddenly act friendly and etc....)

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Here, I would like to take this opportunity to actually thank all my classmates/group-mates of DBU10 (2012-2014) for all their help and support throughout my Diploma studies in TARUC...
All the memories, ups and downs and experiences are very valuable to me as it helps me grow to be an even better person...

To those who I seldom talk to, I deeply regret for not communicating more with you all, but if there is any chance of any gathering in future, do not forget to invite me too, okay? :D

P/s: For all the mistakes that I had committed, my deepest apologies for doing so. Please understand that I might have my room for errors too as 'to err is human'.


Lastly, a shoutout to my compatriots, 

加油⛽️!GOOD LUCK! 화이팅! Bonne Chance! Gambateh!

All the best wishes in life, hopeful to meet you all again in the future :)



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